… what was insanely difficult for me was coming to terms with the fact that I was not alone in my experiences. So many others had gone through \u2013 and still are going through \u2013 the same things, over and over again. I eventually stopped blaming myself for falling into these traps and accepted that it wasn’t my fault for not knowing I was being manipulated. Every now and again, I have conversations with close friends who are also abuse survivors and have gone through similar experiences… and the parallels are always eerie to me. <\/span><\/p>\nI decided to call this group of songs <\/span>Secret Society,<\/span><\/i> inspired by my state of mind after getting out of a bad situation I didn’t ever think was a problem until my life was threatened. It felt like I had been kept underground in a secret cult that consisted of only two people, with no contact with the outside world, and no awareness of the strange and cruel treatment I was being subjected to. Many of these songs change from first-person to third-person within a single section, suggesting how hard it is to know which thoughts are your own and what you’ve been told to believe when you are healing.<\/span><\/p>\nThe record starts with \u201cCrumble,\u201d a survivor sharing and owning their experiences. The rest of the songs trace backward in time with emotional snapshots; “Bad Habit” is a recognition of the toxic cycle, never feeling good enough, and apathy. “Frontline” is an angry breakup dance done with a smile, while a soundtrack of doubt, regret, and negative talk play steadily in the background. I think \u201cMojo\u201d has taken on multiple interpretations over the years, but originally, it was a sort of desperate plea for attention while being actively dismissed. \u201cChopping Block\u201d calls to mind a feeling of being trapped, of being convinced you have no escape. <\/span><\/p>\nAF: As a classically trained pianist, do you have to access a different part of yourself to switch gears and write vocal melodies and lyrics?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nMC:\u00a0<\/b>Absolutely. As a pianist, I really don’t do much composing at all, but I can sight read sheet music easily \u2013 so that has allowed me to play and learn from what some of my favorite songwriters do (Carole King, Billy Joel, Ben Folds) and appreciate them on that level. In Junglefowl, I feel totally disconnected from my classical training, which is totally refreshing. I love being creative with writing melodies, and I find that it’s much more like writing poetry than music because I’m usually more focused on lyrics and rhythm than I am with melody.<\/span><\/p>\nSince I’m a singing drummer (and not a virtuoso drummer by any means), it’s super important that my lyrics fit into my beats in a reliable way; working around those parameters requires me to be creative already. If I can’t sing my lines and play drums easily, I always keep the option open to change words to make them fit in a way that’s accessible to me and my style.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: In \u201cFrontline\u201d you say \u201cI want to have a war with you\u201d – who are you addressing and why the confrontational approach?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nMC:\u00a0<\/b>For one thing, I think I’ve been learning how to own my anger and feel rightfully indignant, and songs are probably the safest way to express that…\u00a0<\/span>But also, I pictured this war as a sort of imaginary one, where you are fluffing your proverbial feathers, telling your friends how “over it” you are, spinning a tough-guy rendition of your breakup and how you’re ready to fight your ex – but inside, you’re insecure, still hearing the echo of their voice saying, “You’ll never make it without me…” and trying to overcome it.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: Why do you think you\u2019ve gravitated towards a more hardcore sound as your medium?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nMC:\u00a0<\/b>I’m not sure. I don’t listen to much hardcore! I think it’s something we’ve settled into over time – Stefan and his guitar style and loud fuzzy tone certainly have a big impact in our overall feel. For this record, I think it fits well, since a lot of the material thematically is heavy, so it is reflected in the sound. <\/span><\/p>\nWe always have trouble describing our sound to people because it does sort of change from song to song, but I’d agree that we’ve fallen on the heavier side of rock as of late… we’ve definitely been having a lot of fun whipping our hair around. It will likely continue to change as we continue to write and record.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: What\u2019s it like creating music and being in a band with a partner? Do you think it makes the creation process easier or harder or neither?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nMC:\u00a0<\/b>[I’ve been asked this question a few times over the years – and I want to be transparent about the fact that this is not the first time I’ve been in a band with a partner, and the last experience before this one was completely different – absolutely awful. I just want to be clear that I am not speaking generally, like band relationships are the greatest and that everyone should try them.]<\/span><\/p>\nI feel super lucky to be able to play in a band with my partner. I think the most important part of being an effective band is mutual trust amongst its members, and that’s definitely something Stefan and I have cultivated over the years in our relationship. By this point we’ve settled into a writing process that works – Stefan writes lead parts, I offer suggestions or tweaks, and we jam and write the form together. We record a rough demo on a phone, and I write lyrics to incorporate at next practice. We make a pretty decent writing team.<\/span><\/p>\nThat said, we’ve certainly had band and writing disagreements, but I don’t think it’s much different than conflicts we’ve had in other bands we’ve played in (and we both have other projects we’re actively a part of). The most important part of our partnership is that we know how to communicate effectively (or try, at least) and work issues out. Sometimes, that means identifying if there are additional factors \u2013 like stressful life things \u2013 that are affecting our workflow.<\/span><\/p>\nIn the recording studio, \u00a0I think it’s a huge benefit to be in a band with my partner. I tend to get down on myself if something’s not quite working out the way I want it to, and my partner usually knows what to say to get me past the rut. <\/span><\/p>\nAnother benefit? Working out who pays for band costs and how much each member gets paid after a gig is never a problem… we share a bank account!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Ypsilanti-based rock outfit JUNGLEFOWL breaks its two-year silence this Friday with the release of Secret Society, a hard-hitting survival story that breaks down abuse cycles and finds a way out of them. 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