. After hearing one of the announcers say his name on television one Sunday afternoon, my mom decided not to name me Colin and go with Nigel. My Grandma read Colin as “colon” and that might have influenced her decision as well. Most people I meet associate me with Nigel Thornberry. Every now and then I get an XTC fan sing me, “We’re always making plans for Nigel.” I probably know more dogs named Nigel than I do people. I’m just out here trying to give Nigels a good name.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: Although the project definitely feels like electropop, I hear some early 2000\u2019s rock influence \u2014 did you listen to a lot of Strokes-era music growing up? <\/em><\/b><\/p>\nNVH:<\/strong> I was in Germany for an exchange program at 16 for a month. One weekend my new German friends and I went club-hopping in Berlin. All of them were playing The Strokes! I distinctly remember everyone yelling along to the lyrics. Music like Franz Ferdinand, The Shins, and Phoenix bring me back to that moment. Growing up I listened to anything from Nine Inch Nails to Empire of the Sun to really wonderful, obnoxious techno and dubstep. I actually made really bad techno songs under the name “Nydge” in high school. <\/span><\/p>\nAF: I know from your film that this album was a coping mechanism for your anxiety, but a lot of the tracks sound upbeat\/peppy – can you talk about that choice and how some of these songs came together? <\/em><\/b><\/p>\nNVF:<\/strong> I think about music as an escape – a place I can go where things make more sense or sometimes don’t have to. There’s an amazing notion in psychology about the concept of “Flow” or being in “The Zone” which I feel like I enter when on stage or producing or jamming. It\u2019s a very soothing and uncomplicated feeling. Anxiety for me has always been the over-abundance of thought: racing mind, paranoia, irritability until it crashes into panic. Learning to do something so naturally that you enter that “zone” or “flow state” is the coping part. It\u2019s the process rather than the product. My greatest hope is to either give a listener a brief escape from the negative or enhance the positive experience they are already having.<\/span><\/p>\nFull disclosure – I feel the best foot to put forward is one which is upbeat and peppy. It\u2019s fun to play live, it\u2019s easier to land on movie, TV and commercial work and there’s a huge demand for it on the radio. “<\/span>Immortal Youth”<\/span> was actually born out of the skeleton of a song I was writing for sync but decided to keep. “<\/span>Baby, I”<\/span> came from what I thought a car commercial would sound like with my voice singing about anxiety.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: \u201cCome Over\u201d and \u201cY U Gotta B\u201d are about how anxiety affects a relationship. Can you talk a little more about the specific experiences\/hurdles in a relationship that are a result of anxiety?<\/em> <\/b><\/p>\nNVH:<\/strong> I think from the outside anxiety can present itself in a myriad of different ways. Ultimately for me it\u2019s about stress management. Relationships can be stressful – even the positive parts. Anxiety also presents itself as my relationship with the future. “<\/span>Come Over<\/span>“<\/span><\/i> was the expression of worry about a future with or without someone. Stress in this way comes from some of the decisions I was refusing to make – either not allowing things to progress forward or not having difficult but important conversations about ending things.<\/span><\/p>\nWith Kim Vi,\u00a0<\/span>“<\/span><\/i>Y U Gotta B<\/span>“<\/span><\/i> is a playful take on how confusing and frustrating it can be when you don’t know what the other person is thinking but you’re still very much invested in them. What they do or say is magnified under the lens of your adoration, and anxiety comes in and whispers in your ear: “They’re playing with you. They don’t really like you…” which really comes down to a lack of trust and communication.<\/span><\/p>\nAF: This is your first cohesive piece of work where you are the centerpiece – how does that feel?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nNVH<\/strong>: It feels great! For the longest time, I felt like I was producing and performing without ever getting to know myself separate of others. I relished in the collaboration and the learning it brought me but I still somehow felt unproven or incomplete. The more I wear the “solo artist” hat, the more I understand the choices other artists make, both personally and within the industry. I’m here to constantly improve, challenge myself and others to create and try their best. On a lighter note, I had these songs, I loved them, I had a platform, and no good answer to the question: why not?<\/span><\/p>\nAF: Did making the explanation video for the EP put you in a vulnerable place?<\/em><\/b><\/p>\nNVH:<\/strong> Yeah, but also no. I’m very up front about my anxiety and panic disorder. I’m not really ashamed of it and I don’t think others should be [ashamed of theirs] either – although I understand why they are. I wrote the whole piece as a short story which I sent to a couple friends who said I should share it. I think I hesitated for a microsecond and then wrote up a shot list for the short film. I acknowledge wholeheartedly I am not perfect and one of the best ways of coping with anxiety is sharing the strategies I’ve garnered over the years with those who struggle as well. At the end of the day, music is my own personal worry stone, something through which I can pour in my doubts, insecurities and feelings and come back with not only something I’m proud of, but a more thoughtful version of myself. The lesson it endlessly teaches me is devotion to a craft or skill is one of the most meaningful relationships you can have with yourself and the world.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Detroit-based producer Nydge, born Nigel Van Hemmye, releases his first solo EP, Datsun Turbo, today. While Van Hemmye has spent the last year building an impressive catalog of pop anthems featuring other vocalists, this is his first foray as a solo artist. 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